How We Treat Others Is a Reflection of How We Treat Ourselves

It’s easy to treat the people we know and like with respect. It’s easy to treat a stranger in the store with respect, it only takes a minute to say a kind word or hold a door open. These are easy situations that easily make us believe we treat others well. The real challenge is treating someone we don’t care for with respect. The humans who are reflections of ourselves, our shadow sides, the ones in which we don’t like what we see in them; or the humans who have treated us so bad the mere thought of them brings up old feelings of hurt, resentment and anger. It doesn’t matter what kind of human we’re dealing with or what the situation requires, it’s always possible to not only learn about ourselves from them but treat them with kindness and respect, regardless of how nasty they are to us.

In today’s world, disrespect of our fellow humans is the norm, it’s part of the indoctrination, part of the programming. Getting people to think treating others in cruel and disrespectful ways is an excellent tool of control. The worse part about this is how easy many people fall into this. People who treat others poorly for being different than them don’t think for themselves, their masters are telling them what to think. Their lives are often ruled by fear and whatever authority outside of them they choose to be their master. They have heard and “them and us” mentality. They don’t live free, they live with the same angry and negative emotions they display to you. The only difference is, you can walk away and escape that low frequency, which is really all it is. The person is living on a low frequency. Negative feelings of anger, conformity, hate and the lack of compassion and respect for others do not exist in the same space a love, respect, kindness, acceptance etc.

I see these people everywhere. It’s in the mindlessness of reducing people to man made labels of politics, religion or simply name calling. Their instant assholes to those who support the other guy in whatever they’ve externalized their power to. They believe others should be beat up, killed or otherwise treated in a way they themselves wouldn’t be able to live through. When someone calls me a name, I laugh on the inside because the only reason they call anyone else a name or put some kind of mindless label on them is because they themselves are hurt by name calling and labels. It’s a chosen mindset. People only do to those they don’t like what will hurt them. I find name calling and man made labels weak, mindless and controlled by a chosen master. These people do not think for themselves, they consume whatever their told to by the MSN, social media, propaganda and their chosen masters. They have reduced their own lives to such a state that their consumed by the negativity their masters feed them and are unable to respect other perspectives, lifestyles, thoughts, etc. People have been programmed to hate what they don’t agree with and all who live it. It’s possible, and humane, to understand others are different than you and that’s OK. You don’t have to be like them to accept, love and respect them. This is called freedom, something the USA, Inc is NOT built on.

It’s easy to want to tell them off, tell them to shrink back into their own world of fear, censorship, control and treating others poorly. These people are easy to upset, get back at or get into a mindless argument with. Those kind of things are normal in their lives. These people will tell you it’s “standing up for themselves”. Arguing isn’t standing up for yourself nor is it really hurting someone who worships conformity out of fear and indoctrination. They don’t know peace and therefor aren’t able to contribute to it. There is no intelligence in arguing, no one listens to anyone, their just being “right fighters”. Fighting with these people is mindless and serves no one. If they want to settle down and exchange ideas, thoughts, etc in a respectful and accepting way, great! Otherwise, don’t waste your time.

Of course, this is easier said than done. I’ve been a “right fighter” in my life before. Looking back on these moments, I can see how it got me no where but more upset and I carried that mindless argument in my head all day. I externalized my power to someone who will never believe in freedom, thinking for yourself, creating your own reality, etc. I cared about the opinion of someone who I didn’t much like and, sometimes, didn’t even know. I was weak and had to fix that shit as these people are everywhere. Fighting them with my time and attention is like poking the bear, nothing good will happen after that. I find it best to remove these people with kindness.

Since I’ve cleaned out the toxic people from life, I don’t come across anyone I know well who has externalized their power to conformity and man made authority. As nasty as these people can be, I had to realize a few things. Their suffering and carrying pain with them every moment of their lives. Their scared and need someone to blame, that’s where the argument comes in. They are blind to their own ability to create their own reality and are convinced they have to accept the one presented to them by social media, the MSN, Google, whoever they decide is more powerful than them, etc. Their hurting. Hurting people hurt others. Pain and fear shuts down the immune system and puts a person in a constant state of “fight or flight”. They are not able to be truly healthy. They do not process the ability to think clearly, their mind is all fogged up with man man made shit. The second thing I had to realize is these people are my reflections.

That’s a hard one to swallow. These people are reflections of me. It’s also a great way to turn a negative person into the shit that fertilized my growth. If I can get past my ego and see similarities in them and I, I can grow from the negativity. I don’t have to participate in their nonsense to turn them in to an opportunity to learn and grow. I many not act to the extent some of these people do on the outside however, what is going on inside me? It’s HOW I handle these people that matters, not sinking to their level and telling them off. I don’t always remember that.

Taking the focus off them and on me puts power back in my hands. It helps me to better control myself (and my mouth) I have developed the ability to take the judgment out of it, I can’t see my reflections if I’m judging. Judging takes the opportunity to lean and grow away from me, I don’t like that. I’m not saying I’m perfect, I’m a work in progress. I have compassion for their fact that their hurting, scared and controlled. I don’t know what life experience they’ve had to end up where their currently living. Hurting people hurt others. They don’t know how to accept kindness, compassion or love, which is the highest frequency. They also don’t know how to give it. Looking back on my life, especially before my awakening and at times after it, I can see all of this in me. I was once a “right fighter” and thought everyone should conform to the one thing I thought would solve problems, keep us safe (safety is the government’s code word for control), etc. I saw others different than me as less than me at times or just not “right”. I had “them and us” thinking. I also wasn’t happy, didn’t know my power and supported the religion of conformity over the birth right of freedom. I also didn’t do a lot of my own thinking. Considering I was once where they are, in one form or another, treating them as nasty as they treat others is also treating myself the same way.

For me, developing these skill of non-judgment and kindness took time an practice. For a while there it seemed the Universe was testing me, sending me one angry person after another, until I learned to handle it properly. Man, I’ve had a lot of practice!!! Today I don’t respond to anything that is disrespectful to me and others. I simply don’t feed that energy. To feed that energy is to invite it into my being. I also learned, again, with LOTS of practice, to not walk away with thoughts of “That guys is an ass” or “She’s sleeping, has no idea what she’s talking about” or any other negative comment about them. I don’t allow them to rent space in my head for free and I don’t bring that energy and experience home with me. When I look back at times I’ve done that, it didn’t serve me. I ruined my day, I lost sleep replaying the event over and over again my mind, thinking of things I should have said. I carried that energy everywhere I went. I sunk down to the frequency they live in. This did not serve me or others. I had to stop doing that to myself.

These days my intuition is better developed so I’m able to walk away before any abuse starts, I’m able to see it before it manifests in front of me. This allows me to walk away, thinking only the best for them and sending them love. When it comes to people I knew and had to remove from my life, blood irrelevant, I cut ties. When I see them at family events, I’m polite and kinds as I’m not carrying negative feelings with me. They don’t get to choose my thoughts or state of being. I just accept them for who they showed me they are. Actions speak louder than words. I decide if they are good for me to be around and act accordingly. I send them love. When someone isn’t good for me, it could mean they have some growing up to do or haven’t awakened yet. They live in a different world than I do. Judgement isn’t necessary. I take the experience as a message telling me to stay away from them. People will never tell you who they truly are, they will show. Believe them when they show you.

The most beautiful thing that has come out of these situations is, on a rare occasion, I’ll get an apology. This always brings back times when I had to apologize to someone so I’m compassionate. I’ve also learned to tell the difference between a fake and real apology. It’s not easy to humble yourself and apologize to someone you hurt. When someone sincerely apologies to me, I accept the apology. That doesn’t mean I accept them in mu life. I’ve already forgiven them as that’s for me, not them. I hear them out and I’m kind and compassionate. I remember when others were kind and compassionate when I apologized for my wrong doings. I appreciated it and got a lesson on how to treat others. It helped lift me up and make me want to do better. It, at times, gave me and the person I wronged the opportunity to talk it out, let go of that negative energy between us and either go our separate ways or build a relationship. I make this choice on a case-by-case basis these days.

Considering the fact that I have changed so much throughout my life and have leaned many, many, many lessons, how can I judge or treat poorly someone who is where I once was? I grew and learned from it. It’s no where near who I am today. Others deserve the opportunity to do the same. Hurt people hurt people so hurting the hurt only brings about more hurt and closed minds. It feeds the separation that keeps freedom from existing. Sometimes walking away from someone throwing a fit or getting abusive is the best thing to do. If their not yet in the mindset of hearing the other side and respecting others for their differences, their not ready to have a conversation with me; both because of their own mindset and because I don’t want to meet them on their frequency. If someone isn’t open to listening, it’s a waste of my time to have a conversation as I refused to be talked down to or bullied and I refuse to do that to others. Sometimes kindly walking away is sometimes best thing you can do.

Alchemy is making the best our of any situation and not letting external events effect your current state of being. This is a power within us all we can cultivate and grow. It’s a power that those on the lower frequencies can’t get past or even understand although it’s within them as well. At the end of the day, I’m responsible for my state of being, my life, my thoughts and my own freedom. I am the ultimate authority in my life and the only one who can make or break me. What I allow in my head, my life, my consciousness is so critical to my state of being. When someone shows me their not good for me, I just see them as not for me and move on. This gets easier and easier as I do it and enjoy living the results. I came hell and awakened into someone I never knew I could be by walking my own path. I’ve learned that weather someone is for me or not for me, their path isn’t my business to judge nor do I have to walk it with them.

The peace, acceptance and strength my journey has brought me is amazing and is the result of my growing, learning and becoming a better person. I has never come from and will never come from arguing with those on lower frequencies, that’s where I once was, not where I’m current at or where I’m going. Others can come from the ashes of hell as well. It’s nothing but a choice.

Send some love today 🙂

Not Worth of My Attention

I went off Facebook a long time ago, they are not worthy of my presence. I stopped using Google, social media and the Main Stream News as a source of info before people began to wake up to the mental illness they breed, they are NOT even close sources of information. They are sources of indoctrination, mind control and support of being told what to think instead of thinking for yourself. An open-minded, free thinking awake being such as myself just can’t see any seriousness in any of the above. Their a wast of time and mind. Really, who takes those slaved-owned entities seriously? Does anyone prefer to get told what to think and have their “resources” chosen for them? Anyone? Anyone?

For me, social media is painful to watch and quite disturbing when I see what society has become had how mindlessly controlled every aspect of their lives are. (I’m not referring to all of society here, the number of the people waking up is growing every day.) It’s grossly censored, fear based and supported by those who are either completely ignorant or who prefer to trade their natural rights for the mental illness we call politics will have you thinking lack, limitation and no free speech is somehow freedom. George Orwell’s 1984 is coming true, sheep are being lead straight to the slaughter house by the same chosen masters that are feeding them.

If I took politics, the MSN, social media and the powerless of politics seriously, I would have to seriously lose knowledge, go back to sleep and adapt “them and us” separation thinking. These are all things necessary to get slaves to choose to be slaves. You can not have a weak mind, put that much power in the 3D and become a free, sovereign being that lives freedoms that comes from Gaia, not the slavery of man. Slavery itself is a man made concept and cooperation in it in any way is a choice and a direct insult to the creator who made us sovereign beings with free will, the ability to think and ascend and see through the illusions of man.

I can’t shrink my intelligence to think in terms of “Trump Supporters”, “Democrat”, “Republican”, “Conspiracy Theorist”, “Christian”, “Jew” and any other source of man made labels from entities that where created for the purpose of shutting down minds and controlling the masses. This is all separation in which is in place to keep people from waking up, coming together and realizing that the system, the Matrix, is falling apart. The New Earth is being created the way everything in existence has been created, with the minds of the people, the minds of the awake.

What does it tell me about someone if their a supporter of politics and gets all worked up when things don’t go their way or when another person or entity supports the other guy? This tells me they do not know their power and define themselves by man made entities that are leading them to the slaughter house. This tells me their thinking is biased. They will never be a part of anything that will solve problems or bring peace because their programming won’t allow the compassion, understanding and higher thinking necessary for those things. People like this do not believe in freedom nor do they want it. They have a strong belief in conformity and possibly abusing others who do not conform. Their lives are based on fear and everyone else doing whatever they think protects them from those fears. They have victim mindsets and their savior is whatever outside of them they see as more powerful than they are, as long as that entity doesn’t disagree with their narrative. They prefer their thinking done for them and to be told what to think through the MSN, social media, and search engines such a Google and Yahoo, entertainment and serious censorship and suppression of information. There is no power here, no freedom, no higher thought, no real connection. This is NOT where I belong. I’m here to expand, grow, learn and ascend, not shrink into the very thing that stops me.

Most recently those who are on a mission to enslave humans and remove all free speech and free thought from the planet and their mindless, obedient puppets cooperated in taking Parler down, a free speech social media. As a part of controlling what others think, the weak and powerless often call it a “Trump Supporter” Website. That’s to control the thinking of those who limit themselves to the slavery of politics and the little thinking it requires. What this label really was really for is to keep the shut down minds shut down, judging and not participating in anything to do with free speech. I left Facebook due to the lack of respect for me as a person, my freedoms and my growth. I went to Parler and guess what? No one attacked me. I’m not political, I don’t externalize my power to politics nor do my rights and freedom come from man. I wanted to escape the mental illness of politics and on Parler I did. Those who conspired to take it down are slowly being replaced by better, more free companies. Their cowardly asses are scared shitless so they have to gang up. Not one of the companies that do not support free speech have what it takes to retain those who are awake and looking for truth nor are they convincing of anyone to continue to use them on their own. Their nothing more than a bunch of cowardly bullies serving their masters. I find them weak and boring. They are not worthy of my attention nor are the worthy of yours!!! You are so much more than of those mental illnesses want you to realize.

The best part of this is these companies have no choice but to replaced by more awaken, honorable companies. Bullies are easy to take down. What they did to Parler is just an example of what they fear. If they had nothing to hide, they would have nothing to fear nor would they have an interest in taking down their competition. This is part of the awakening. Their pathetic attempts can not stop it. There will be more, better social media, search engines, tech companies, etc. Hell, with the no-liability, exempt from testing but approved for use on human guinea pigs vaccine their trying to destroy the health of humans with will come even more companies for the awake. I see it as being pushed out of the Matrix entities which is all they control. What they don’t tell you is that’s ALL they control.

None of this mindless evil should be fought. They fight everyone and will have you fighting for them. Just look at those who attack others who are protecting their immune system by not wearing a mask or voting for someone they don’t agree with. THIS is the result of the man made entities, the strong belief in conformity over freedom. This is not good enough for you, for me and for humanity. The way to get rid of or change anything is to make it obsolete. Why doesn’t anyone use cassette tapes to listen to music that much anymore? Because their obsolete. The main stream entities, Google, Facebook, MSN, etc will become the cassettes no one uses anymore. Leave them alone, let them throw their fits. Rise above. They are not able to rise above so it’s important to their existence that you don’t expand and rise. Leave them in your dust, the are nothing but the shit that fertilized our growth.

Part of the mind control and making sure they create enough fear and sickness to feed off is using what you depend on them for to control you. If you’re not vaccinated, you can’t fly. That’s find with me. There will be other options to fly without one. If you’re not vaccinated, you can’t use their other dogma-based poisons. DEAL!!! If you’re not vaccinated, your children can’t go to school. No child should be in the indoctrination centers we call “school”. There will be real schools popping up and parents taking control and giving their children a real education. No matter what they do, the New Earth is being created and they can’t stop it. Stopping it was what the BS of 2020 was all about. Their systems are falling apart. How we meet our needs is changing. How we pay for things or trade for things is changing. Local communities are coming together, people are coming together. We’re getting back to our communities and our roots. Contrary the version of history we’ve been taught, there hasn’t always been government but there has always been people. We’re here because they survived. Not because governments survived. The Universe is bringing us back to our roots. Those that will not only survive but thrive in ways the Matrix would never allow will not do it in the same space and mindset as those begging their governments to take care of them, tell them what to think and take down anyone who might not agree with them.

Since the beginning of the Scamdemic, I saw nothing but light at the end of a tunnel. I have not felt fear which is a direct rebellion to those who feed off it. This is the ending or an era, that’s what the Mayans were telling us. It’s not the end of the world as the fear mongers would have you believe, it’s the beginning of a new one. The Age of Aquarius. There is so much beauty in the chaos and too many people awakening to believe this is the end or we have to submit to those losing their illusion of power. Man made system are desperately hanging on knowing their on their way out.

No entity, website, news outlet, social media, human, system, etc that needs to put others down, lie, manipulate, censor, suppress information, take away freedoms, choose sides on any social issue or attack or recruite people through fear, censorship, suppression, taking down others and getting people dependent on it is worth is shit. Their best ignored. I see us in transition. I have slowly removed a lot of these entities from my personal life and my business. As more and more alternatives are created, they will be replaced until banished to the 3D where they belong. In less time than we realize, they will all be replaced. They have reasons to fear, we do not. None of us were put on this planet for this sickness. Cooperation is a choice, not a requirement.

Grab some popcorn and watch all these main stream entities act out of fear. Pay attention to what is making them obsolete, not what is keeping them alive. You have so much power in this situation. Where you put your thoughts and actions speaks louder than the hate that comes from politics and other man made entities. Don’t externalize your power to the powerless, they wouldn’t need it if they were more powerful than you. If you’re a tech person or have an idea to help, put in in place, execute it. Get together with like minds if need be. You’re given these ideas for a reason. The Universe is planting seeds, we’re being called to awaken and not only save humanity but to save this planet. You are the power, we are the power. Let them mess around, Parler will be back up with so man other sites of freedom, quality, real knowledge, love respect and no censorship and suppression. Those things will not be needed in the 5D, the new earth. They are dead weights that need to let go, they are the shit that fertilized our growth.

The Universe put you here for a reason and that reason is to grow, expand and create.

Fuck Your New Normal, I’ve Created My Own

Since the beginning of the feardemic, the seed of a “new normal” has been planted. This seed is like a GMO seed. It’s not natural, not from Gaia. It’s based in dogma, fear and dependent on censorship of the MSN, Social Media and Google and other outlets that suppress any real information. These outlets are nothing but puppets keeping the sheep lead to the slaughter house. The “new normal” they would have us living is a great way to not only guarantee the destruction of human physical healthy but spiritual and intellectual also. It’s guaranteed to disconnect us from Gain and realizing our own God given powers. No one should get any info from these corporate-controlled entities with their “fact checkers” which are nothing more than corporations who have a large investment in the ignorance of the people. The good things is we the people and each individual person has choice, the dogmatic fear-based “new normal” is the one we’re told to choose and live. It’s very important to the agenda and those with the illusion of control. My response is “Fuck that, if I’m living a new normal it’s going to one I choose. I create my reality, not accept the mental illness we’re indoctrinated to believe is reality.”

I’ve done just that. There are many people waking up on this beautiful planet doing the same thing every day. The number of people waking up is uncontrollable which makes all the efforts by those whose power come from fear and dependence of the people look fragile and, well, powerless. This force can not be stopped. The awakening can not be stopped. Finding another awake person at one time was a task as the majority of people were obeying the dogmatic orders of wear an oxygen-restricting petri dish, use immune-destroying, cancer and auto-immune causing bleach, Lysol, and other man made chemicals and stay away from each other. Never mind that these things are great ways to wipe out the human race if we all did it. We’re already in our sixth mass extinction according to Epigenetics and Quantum Physics, both in which, in their truest form and what they are really discovering is suppressed, censored and fucked with. The dogma-based medical system would collapse if real science as well as ancient wisdom were legal to teach. My response to those who are telling me to destroy the health of meself and my family as well as extend my power is “Yea, I’m not doing that”.

So, what am I doing? Well, I’m studying what is illegal to teach and what the censorship and suppression of info it there to keep us from learning. I’m doing my own research, thinking for myself and making my own choices. It’s amazing how many people allow their thinking to be done for them. I don’t get it and I’m not going to depend on others to tell me what to believe, how to think or how to live. That’s an insult to my creator, the powers and abilities I’ve been blessed, my own intelligence and my mission on this beautiful planet. It will hold back my growth, weaken and suppress my abilities and make me sick as well as shorten my life. I have no time for that. Seeing where things are headed, I’m grateful I stood up for myself and refused to drink the Kool-Aid. Everything is a choice, even the choices those with the illusion of power tell you that you can’t make. Their full of puppet shit.

The first thing I did was say fuck the fear. I have not felt one ounce of fear over this scamdemic. I knew enough about how my body and immune system works to see through the puppet shit. The ones telling us to fear feed off it and know fear destroys the immune system, stops growth and stops learning. It has people living in a constant state of “fight or flight” which is a great way to get sick. Fear, like anger, causes dis ease. I knew enough about science to smell the puppet shit. I knew this wasn’t based in science so I dug deep, used a browser that can’t be censored and got my learnin’ on. Of course, that browser wasn’t Google. I then raised my immune system naturally, with Gaia’s food and the energies of this earth as well as life style choices. Am I the only one that has seen people finishing their cigarette before putting a mask to head into McDonalds for a meal of chemicals in shapes of food? Man made shit can’t come close to the power and intelligence Gaia has. I stopped using the medical system and pharma meds in 2014, I continue to stay away from those things. The medical system being the third leading cause of death in the USA, Inc doesn’t exactly scream “healthy, well and modern science”

Fast forward to today, January 12, 2020. There are less and less people drinking the Kool-Aid and many people who once followed the dogma are not waking up. It’s a fucking beautiful thing. People are taking their power, minds and lives back. The masks are coming off, the fear is turning in to strength and sovereignty and people are recreating their lives, their “new normal” with Gaia, ancient wisdom and modern science. I see people disconnecting from the grid, the Matrix and building their own lives better, stronger and less dependent on government and society nonsense. If you don’t depend on them, they can’t control you. This is a big part of the off grid movement.

I’m a musician and through this controldemic I played in some crowded places and didn’t social distance. That wasn’t always an option unless we went outside in some places. As George Carlin says “The immune system needs practice”. This is why those with a clue went to “Covid Parties”. It’s no different than, before body-destroying vaccines, mothers would have “Chicken Pox Parties” when one kid got it. They all got it and their immune systems were much stronger. No vaccine has ever been proven to improve the immune system. They all have been proven to fuck up the body and mind which is why they are now no-liability products and exempt from any real testing. I’m not about to not change what I love or change things in my life I don’t want changed over a virus in which we can’t detect but have big numbers on cases with a 99% recovery rate. By the way, where did the flu go? Where are the common colds? Well, much like SARS, H1N1, Bird Flu, etc, it’s a Covid family dis ease. According to the scientist that developed the Covid test, it can NOT detect the virus because it was never designed to. That scientist has since been silenced. This is just one example of what research outside of the censored sources will tell you.

I do believe the virus is real. There’s a patent on it owned by a company Bill Gates funds and the patent isn’t new. In America, you can NOT patent a natural substance. That’s why Monsanto has patents on it’s franken food. It’s not natural food, It’s not real food, it’s not from Gaia and no human should ingest that nutrient-deficient, DNA-fucking-with, dis ease causing shit. It’s no dangerous than the flu, unless you get your info from MSN, social media, Google and the entities they control. I will NOT get a vaccine, I simply don’t do vaccines. Putting a product in my body that is legally a no-liability product which means I have no legal recourse when it harms me, which is exempt from testing and came out quicker than any other vaccine which takes an average of 10 years to develop, test and market. If you believe your indoctrination, vaccines have lowered disease. If you believe science and what is hidden from you, you’ll know they are the reason for so many dis eases. It depends where you get your info which is why it’s important to research your sources and find independent sources with nothing to hide or lose.

Everyone should do a test. Get a TOR browser and do the exact research on it and Google then compare your results. It’s disgusting and mind-opening the difference. After doing this, I will never use Google again. What a fucking joke it has become.

We moved to Tennessee where there is more freedom and intelligence than conformity and obedient sheep. I see very little masks, very little if any fear over the sheepdemic and people actually have an idea of how their bodies work. Unless I go to a store that is a corporation, I don’t see many signs of the corporatedemic. The smaller, privately owned business, the ones I give my business to, just aren’t having it. That’s awesome because I’m not having it. I literally go all week without seeing a mask or someone walking around in fear. This is the “new normal” I created and I’m not going to change. Reality is created, not accepted. If they can get enough people to blindly conform by controlling their perception, the world they want will be created and those living in that world will be their dependent slaves. Nothing more than sheep being lead to the slaughter house. I’m a much more powerful creator than this, we all are.

We all have the power to create our own worlds, and those who need you to be in fear so they keep their illusion of power need that info hidden so the world they want can be created. If they control your perception of the world, they control what you create with your mind. Accepting their “normal” shuts down the mind so you are less likely to realize your own power. There is no growth or gaining of new knowledge in a state of fear.

With this being said, I have a true belief in freedom. Not the patriotic belief I’m supposed to be programmed to have, that’s not freedom. That’s slavery confused with freedom. True freedom comes from the Universe and can’t be changed or taken away. When you look to any man made entities such as government or to tell you what your freedoms are and protect them and alter or take them away, it’s not a free life you live. It’s one of conformity. If you believe everyone should do something like wear a mask, believe in the same religion or give their power to politics or do anything else you think they should do, it’s not freedom you believe in. It’s conformity. It’s not thinking for yourself, it’s being told what to think and cramming that down the throats of others. This is common among those who choose a life based on what their told to fear, things outside of them which will never be as powerful as we all truly are. We all need to take our minds and lives back.

My belief in freedom, for myself and my fellow brothers and sisters on this planet, keeps me from thinking negatively and judging those who are acquiescing to the demands of the powerless. I will speak my truth, I won’t put others down for theirs. I see it for what it is however, I don’t treat others that are making choices different than mine any different than those who are making the same choices I am. We all have free will (that’s why they fuck with it) and freedom (why we’re not taught what true freedom is). If I see someone being abused by another for wearing a mask, I will stand up for that person’s right to choose to wear a mask. For me, when it comes to freedom, it’s not about agreeing with anyone as that’s not what freedom is about. It’s about allowing others to live a life different than yours without judging them or disrespecting them. I don’t care who they are, their freedom is just a precious as mine. They have the right to speak their mind just like I’m doing here, uncensored and without political correctness or worry about who it offends.

The best, most daring and freeing thing I’ve ever done and will continue to do is do my own research and think for myself. I’m a rebel at heart however, that rebel only comes out if provoked and she’s been provoked. I’m a rebel with more than a clue and I can’t be stopped. I do not externalize my power, I feed it, develop it, grow it and use the fuck outta it. I don’t believe what I’m told. I’m also not controlled by name calling and man made labels or who may be upset. That’s how you control the sleeping. I’m loyal to my truth and who the Universe created me to be.

I can’t take seriously someone who lowers themselves to name calling and labels. A few months ago, when we were still living in Wisconsin, we went shopping at Woodman’s for groceries. Of course we were maskless. Some dude proudly wearing his government mandated muzzle starting shouting at us “You’re selfish”. He shouted it over and over again thinking it will somehow upset us or make us waste our money and time acquiring masks. This person calls names and gets loud because if someone did that to him it will embarass him and encourage him to alter what he is doing. He would allow it to upset and control him. He’s controlled by names and labels. He wasn’t really doing anything to us, he was showing who controls his mind, where he gets his info from and pushing his belief in conformity on us. He was showing us who gets to decide what he thinks and it wasn’t him. My though was “This is a grown ass man trying to get his point across by standing in the middle of the produce section screaming at those living their freedoms to not wear a sign of suppression on our face, calling other adults names like a third grade school yard bully and I’m supposed to take this seriously?” Needless to say, I don’t give a fuck what names I’m called or who agrees or disagrees with me. I’m responsible for the life I live so it will be lived on my terms, not a name calling adult or his chosen political masters. This guys and people like him are best ignored.

This is YOUR life experience. We’re on this planet to learn, grow and expand. Don’t let what’s going on in the world stop you. There is no man made entity you have to participate in. None. Be you, do you and the right people will come into your reality. Live an let live. Be respectful of others and do what the fuck you need to for you, regardless of who doesn’t like it. The ONLY rule it to harm none. You can’t control who you offend as that’s the choice of the offended, not anything you have control over. Don’t cater to that nonsense. Haters are nothing more than confused supporters, as Trent Sheldon so intelligently and strongly says.


The Coming Illusion of a Food Shortage

I’m not political, I see politics as a man made system of control that is crumbling to the ground, trying desperately to avoid it’s inevitable fate. I refuse to argue about such mindless, perhaps because I see no benefit in trading my natural rights for man made ones and selling my soul to a system tailor made to keep the masses sleeping comfortably in their chosen slavery. Regardless, I do believe we all should pay attention to what’s really going on, not the indoctrination the main stream media, social media and Google as well as other censored sources of misinformation that suppress the truth in any way they can are telling us. It doesn’t matter what you believe, what matters is the quality and funding of your chosen resources. I’ll support your freedom to believe as you wish before I submit to conformity by either thinking you should think like me or letting others tell me what I should think. I respect those whose actions match their words, those who live what they claim to believe, regardless of what their beliefs are. The only rule is to harm none. It’s OK if someone is offended by any part of who you are as they need to choose to give you the power to do so. It’s a them issue.

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We keep hearing of a food shortage which isn’t possible, unless you’re totally dependent on the man made systems for all your food. When I look at a forest, a field, my back yard or simply go to a park, I’m surrounded by food and medicine. It’s everywhere!!! What we lack is knowledge of our natural environment and what food actually is. There is no food shortage, there will be an interruption of the supply of food the government controls. It’s quite small compared to the abundance of Gaia’s food. We don’t teach about where our food comes from anymore or how to forage and prepare wild edibles. The on-grid, main stream society life has become so dependent on man made systems in which I see as systems of control. They can’t stop you from gaining knowledge of foods they don’t want you to realize is at your disposal. If you can forage for delicious, healthy food and learn to prepare them, you won’t buy their poisons, will heal ailments and dis ease and will laugh at the idea of a food shortage. A food shortage isn’t possible, a knowledge shortage is one of the best tools of control our the powerless ones have.

Henry Kissinger said “Who controls the food supply control the people”. This is so incredibly true. What we’re indoctrinated to see as food is an extremely small percentage of all available plants. Our minds have been closed and, in the process, many species of plants have died out. We couldn’t eat like our ancestors today as many of their plants and animals are no longer on this earth. What is left is so full of toxins and the DNA has been messed with, it’s not even the same and doesn’t supply the same nutrients. Shrinking what is seen as food makes the food supply easy to control and fuck with. Not only is the illusion of a shortage easy to sell to those in which you control their “education”, it makes it incredibly easy to add toxins and chemicals into the food. The same decisions makers in the food industry are the same decision makers in the FDA. It’s a racket.

A food shortage means a shortage of plants and animals. Wouldn’t that mean a shortage of all things made from plants and animals? Why aren’t we hearing a shortage of things like cleaning products, hygiene products, pharmaceutical medications, furniture, clothes, sport equipment, blankets, rope, insulation, paper, make up, leather, car wax, dye, ink, paper towel, pencils, toilet paper, hand sanitizer, I can go on for days! Why are we not being told there will be a shortage of everything else that require plants and animals?

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Considering that fear is being created over a “food shortage” and the fact that so much of our lives are dependent on plants and animals, why aren’t we being warned of other “shortages”? My thought is because this is not a food shortage, it’s only an illusion of a food shortage. What I see this as is as skills and knowledge shortage. A food shortage isn’t possible, we were put on this plant with all we need. We have been grossly indoctrinated from our birthrights and knowledge.

This is the time to learn skills, strengthen ones you haven’t used in a while and, whenever possible, create relationships with those of like minds and have skills. Learn to safely forage for wild foods. Your back yard is full of them. Foraged edibles are generally more nutritious than their cultivated cousins and can make some potent medicines as well. Grow your own food not only outside but inside. Research which plants do well indoors or over winter if you have a winter indoor garden like I do. One of the easiest and most nutritious things to get started growing is microgreens and sprouts. They don’t take up much room and are amazing super foods. Growing food is a great skill to pass on to the little ones, it will add to their confidence and independence. It will help give them the knowledge they need to not be controlled by or externalize their power to a man made entity. When you have skills and learn what is hidden, suppressed and censored, you don’t live you life in fear as we’re told. Break the dependence on the Matrix, the man made systems of control. Their the only ones they can fuck with.

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I strongly believe that everyone should lean basic herbalism. If there is truly a shortage, that means there is a shortage of pharmaceutical medicines as their made from plants as well. Not being able to get a subscription filled or not get enough filled can be devastating for those who have become dependent on them. Knowledge and skills can help you realize that there are things you can do and medicines out there you can use. Learn what is illegal to teach in the USA, Inc, if it will cure or keep you healthy in a stressful time. I’m referring to God’s medicine, it’s not taught in medical school. This is a cruel thing to do not only to those who blindly believe our medical system is based on modern science, it’s also a cruel thing to do to someone who is willing to spend time and make the sacrifices and do the work that is required to become a doctor. We don’t even empower our doctors with the ability to cure, they and us are taught there no cures and we don’t teach them ancient wisdom and modern science. Nothing gets taught in the USA, Inc that Big Pharma, Big Food and other Big corporations don’t want taught. Working with an experienced and knowledgeable herbalist is helpful. Just like nutrition, God’s medicines’ aren’t taught in medical school.

2020 is the year of clear vision, this is 2012 on the Mayan Calendar, the same thing we were told to fear in 2012. They didn’t use the same calendar as us. 2020 is the year of clear vision. So much is coming to light and the ones who are losing their illusion of power are throwing fits like a bunch of over tired toddlers on a sugar high. We’re coming into what will be a beautiful transition for some and Hell for others. It’s a choice. It’s a chess game in which you see through the illusion of power of your opponent. What’s your next move?

What’s your thoughts on all this? I’d love to hear different points of views as they can be mind opening. It doesn’t matter who agrees, it matters that we’re all thinking for ourselves, doing our own research and making up our own minds. Support and love is more important than being a right fighter. Everyone lives in their own reality as we all the ability to create it.

Stopping Natural Cycles

Nature is based on symbiotic relationships, we take and give back on a consistent basis. She is the original recycling center, creating no waste. Everything has a purpose and that purpose can change depending on we are in the cycle it is. When a plant goes to seed, the bird eats the seed then carries it off to be pooped out and germinate in the ground. The seed grows, having a beneficial symbiotic relationship with Gaia, producing, food, medicine, benefiting other plants and microbes in a variety of ways. the plant then goes to seed, planting seeds. All living creatures and this beautiful planet itself is dependent on natural life cycles.

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All life depends on a plethora of cycles. When these cycles are interrupted, it throws Gaia our of balance and living things suffer and often die or live a lower quality of life. Humans are a great example of this as humans are the ones who interrupt life cycles as Gaia’s other sentient beings live symbiotically with her. They do not try to control or conquer her. That’s mindless and foolish. You can’t conquer your creator and attempting to do so will only hurt others as well as yourself. It’s evident in the world today.

All the ways humans stop or interrupt Gaia’s cycles are too many list here. I’m going to share a few I notice. Please, share the ones you notice. We can all create awareness that could lead to change.

Eating and Elimination is a life cycle all living creatures on this beautiful planet participate in and are dependent on. It’s also a very fucked with life cycle by greedy humans who always knew better. We start with our food. Conventional food is grown with chemicals and pesticides which are needed in larger and stronger quantities because what is needed to naturally grow crops has been depleted from the soil. Without the life natural cycle without human interference, the soil is unable to produce all the microbes and nutrients needed for life. It’s unable to continue to produce life. Instead of feeding the soil to sustain our food source, humans use more and more chemicals and fuck with God’s perfect creations. GMOs are nothing by nutrient-depleted franken fruits that should have never been allowed to grow. The last thing a GMO farmers has to worry about is nutrients in the soil, they have been replaced with chemicals and fucked with DNA. No one should eat them. They throw the body off because it’s not food. They fuck with the land even more and the natural beings, plant and animal, that belong and depend on it. Instead of feeding the soil, the plants are fed chemicals which harm the health of humans but living creature that depend on that soil. The life cycles stops. This is nothing more than an act of cruelty.

Another life cycle we stop is elimination. When we use an on grid toilet, we flush water and waste down which travels to a processing center where it’s treated with dangerous chemicals. In the natural cycle, we return our wast to the earth without man made poisons. Off gridders often use things like composting toilets. Gaia knows what to do with your wast. She’s an alchemist. She will take it and give it to living organisms and sentient beings that can benefit from it. Let’s say an off gridder composts all their waste. They now have rich, fertile compost to feed soil for plants. Their plants grow strong and healthy, producing food for the living beings that depend on them. On-grid ways of dealing with human waste stop the life cycle and puts dangerous toxins in our water and land that harm living beings.

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There are also smaller cycles such as the butterfly’s lifestyle. The butterfly starts as a caterpillar that eats and excretes waste in a symbiotic relationship with Gaia. She then goes into her cocoon state and emerges as a beautiful butterfly. If we interrupt any part of that life cycle, there will be no butteries. This is the reason many gardeners plant butterfly gardens as well as bee gardens and bird gardens. Due to the ignorance of the way we live…the ways we build our buildings, dispose of our trash, all the ways we stop life cycles, more and more people are doing what they can with what they have to help keep these cycles going. The bees are a very good example. No bees = no humans. Symbiotic relationships are necessary if we’re going to save this plant and survive as a species. We can not survive with all the man made systems.

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Off gridders, those who live symbiotically with Gaia, organic gardeners, the stewards of the land, understand this and their practices are based on the cycles of life. As a result of living with Gaia as we’re made to, we get better, natural health through naturally grown foods, more productive gardens and farms and a level of health and connection that we’re supposed to believe doesn’t exist.

There are an infinite number of natural life cycles. Which ones do you notice? How are you stopping the cycles from being interrupted? Share your thoughts and ideas below, let’s keep each other informed!!

Lessons Learned from Mother Gaia

We’ve been planning our off grid life for a few years now, researching, studying, experimenting. The last thing anyone should do is buy some land without first acquiring the knowledge to live and thrive off the land in a symbiotic way. We did a little experimenting last week and did we learn or did we learn??? Yes, we learned a thing or two. Gaia is a great teacher as well as a great provider.

We headed to the mountains in Tennessee, where we’re looking for off grid land to start our new life. We found a place on, Rocky Meadows Farm & Recreation, to off grid camp while in town. We were planning on winter tent camping and thought we were well prepared. Rocky offered us a newly built cabin which was basically a shed. We happily accepted and I’m thankful we did. It got down to about 28 degrees at night and our little heater on a generator just couldn’t keep up. We slept in the van that first night. This didn’t ruin our trip as the beauty of the place, the energies, the nature magick, our plan coming together so beautifully, everything was just perfect. Learning how to stay warm and what an appropriate propane heater for the situation is a lesson I’ll never forget. I’m grateful for that warm van, for Rocky’s heater and for the lesson learned. The remainder of our nights were spend in the cabin, warm and comfortable.

I should back up a little here…The heater was actually the second lesson. The first lesson was learned before we even left. I allow myself no excuses and what is going on in the Matrix is no exception. Rick needs a good job and he found one…our second day there. There was one job in particular he wanted and, through the power of his mind and the Law of Attraction as well as other Universal laws, he got it. He cancelled all his interviews and we enjoyed our time together while looking for a place to live. When we left, he had 3 days full of job interviews, all good jobs. There is an abundance of jobs out there. This is also a great time to start a business, there are new needs and desires that need to be met. There is no such thing as a bad economy, only a changing one. The willingness to grow and change is what matters, not blaming the economy, the puppet show, I mean, government, the scamdemic, what others do, say and think, it’s all distractions. No good comes from those things. I stay in my own lane and make shit happen, regardless or what is going on outside of me. What is inside of me is more powerful than anything outside of me, I know my power and abilities, in spite of the scaredemic.

Lesson three – Not all places are living in immune-destroying fear and wearing a oxygen-restricting petri dish on their face. I noticed that the general vibe is freedom over conformity. I like that. I live that here in Wisconsin although it makes me a minority, I do a lot of ignoring when people, mostly strangers, express their disapproval of my uniqueness and alternative lifestyle. I simply can’t find a reason to care what others say about how I live. I have no fucks to give. In Tennessee I saw a lot less masks, freedom is respected so people have a choice. No choice = no freedom. If I believed everyone should do something and turn to the puppets, I mean government, to make everyone do something, it’s not freedom I would believe in and support. It’s conformity. It’s an insult to my own power and divine guidance. I feel freedom is respected in the Knoxville/ Louisville, TN areas. No one gave me angry eyes for not wearing a mask. The plandemic isn’t on the minds of everyone, we hardly had conversations about it with the locals. People seem much more informed and not easily controlled by the unscientific controldemic. things were quite normal and felt as it we traveled back in time to pre-feardemic days. It’s refreshing to see as here in the Milwaukee area, masks are still the norm and the smell of fear and lack of knowledge is impossible to escape. The illusion is running people’s lives as they get more scared, sicker and less informed. I’m so looking forward to living in an area that isn’t consumed and controlled by the vary fear created to lead people straight to the slaughter house.

This camping trip has greatly increased our confidence in our abilities to apply what we learned about living off grid and to keep our minds open as there is so much we don’t know. We were guided to go there, learn the lessons and connect to our Mother Gaia. She made sure we had all we need, sunny, warmer days to fish, forage and explore, wild edibles and medicinals, fire, great people to rent from, all the food we need and the right knowledge and wisdom gained through lessons and observation to compliment what we learn through our research.

I used a pendulum, it was beautiful as I could tell the pendulum was experiencing different energies as well. It danced beautifully over the pendulum cloth in a way I’ve never seen it do. The energies in the mountains were excellent for some great meditation sessions. Their so natural, warm, raw, unspoiled, Gaia in all her glory. Just sitting, breathing deep, surrendering, feeling the subtle energies around me, this is heaven.

What are you off grid experiences? Have you camped off grid or tried to do something for the first time? What are you biggest lessons? d love to hear about them below.

You Gotta Give No Fucks

It doesn’t take a genius to see that fear over the scamdemic and other puppet show nonsense has resulted in a large portion of our population externalizing their power instead of taking personal responsibility, taking their power back. These people expect us all to live in fear and conform to their chosen masters. They will attack people who aren’t conforming, they have no belief in freedom and can’t understand those who live free. They like to cause scenes in public and become internet bullies while they themselves offer nothing but conformity and abuse and disrespect of other humans who don’t conform to society and their toxic “norms”. The only way to handle these people in a way that will give you peace is to not engage. Energy goes where attention flows. When you engage with someone, you’re blessing them with your energy as they are blessing you the same. Don’t waste your beautiful energy and power on those who are unable to see their own, they won’t see or appreciate yours either. All they see is what they gave their power away, what keeps them living in fear and permission to insult them. They aren’t capable of opening their minds. We all wake up in our own time and we were all once sleeping. There’s no reason to be mean back, that serves no one and lowers you.

When you’re stepping out of the norm and choosing an alternative lifestyle, you’re going to get criticism. They will be rooted in limited belief systems, the lack of knowledge on what living healthy truly is and a strong belief in conformity and needing permission to say or do anything. You can’t put knowledge into a closed, conformed and programmed mind. I find not engaging, not giving my attention and energy to anyone or anything that is there to hold me back, protects my peace and power. Simply giving no fucks is usually enough to either shut them up or be entrained with an adult throwing a fit because you don’t fear and conform to what they fear and conform to. It’s OK to have a little humor, it’s not OK to hurt them. Their already suffering greatly, love and compassion are needed. I personally like to send love and healing energies to the person I’m ignoring as I’m not trying to be mean. I just have no place in the world they have manifested, it will hold me back.

This is YOUR life and you’re not on this plant to shrink into a profoundly sick society, limit yourself with fear and beliefs that serve no one and be who you’re told you are. That’s slavery, not freedom. When I’m criticized for going off grid, or anything, it doesn’t shake me as I know I’m doing what’s right for me. I have acquired knowledge and a magickal connection that the masses are indoctrinated away from and programmed to argue or harm. It’s all programming. Either someone programs you or you program yourself. I also enjoy the fact that I’m not like most people, it’s my super power 🙂 No criticism will ever come from a place of power, love, respect or support. It’s simply not worth your thoughts.

Everything is a choice, even what part of society you choose to live in and if you have a leader, master, ruler, sheep hearer, etc. When someone shows me who they are, I believe them. I don’t allow myself to stay around anyone who decides to criticize me or put me down. That’s an energy I don’t want or need near me. Staying away from those who think they have the right criticize me protects my vibration, my energy and me fulfilling my purpose on this planet. I own no one an explanation or argument, I’m not obligated to shrink into any part of society that doesn’t serve me. The only rule and I mean the ONLY rule is to harm none. Everything else is powerless man made nonsense. It’s OK to offend as that’s the choice of the offended. You have no control over what others externalize their power to. Be loving and compassionate, firm if you have to and always, always, always stand in your power. Manage the people who have access to you and never change your path because it doesn’t fit some man made idea of who and what you should be. That’s slavery and conformity, there is absolutely no freedom there.

At the end of the day, each individual lives their choices. If someone chooses conformity and slavery, let them. It’s a popular choice. I personally like those who practice personal responsibility, freedom and think for themselves. We become like the 5 people we’re around the most. If we allow ourselves to be around those who don’t believe in freedom and who like to attack others, that will become normal to us. That’s an evil, very sick, very dark energy. You’re better than that and have the ability to completely delete it from your life. It’s not burying your head in the sand and denying it exists, you’re just choosing not to take on that energy and allow it to dictate your life. Be you, do you and don’t give a fuck what anyone else has to say about it.

Following My Intuition

My journey into awakening, herbalism, magick, natural health, music, self reliance and my life purpose.

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This isn’t the beginning of my awakening journey however, it’s a good place to start blogging. I’m feeling such a strong calling to learn, share, listen, change, grow. In my 46 years on this beautiful planet, I’ve never been so connected, called and guided. I’ve ignored this calling to blog about my journey and open a dialog for other like minds to join for a little while which is why I haven’t blogged in a while. I wasn’t following my purpose, I was trying to blog about anything but my journey and ended with writer’s block every time. I was in resistance to my guidance. I’ve let go and just started letting things flow. Now I have a head full of things to talk about and I’m looking forward to suggestions, ideas, stories, etc, for myself and anyone else who is interested. I’m following my guidance and just letting things flow. I’d rather be authentic than perfect and original than fit some kind of label or box. I don’t do labels or boxes, that’s just limited man made nonsense.

This journal is about my personal journey, the people and lessons I’ve experienced and to connect with like minds. I love to hear other people’s stories, share resources and knowledge and grow with my fellow awakened ones. This is not a place to judge, put others down or argue. I simply do not believe anyone should be treated like that. I have this belief in freedom, true freedom, not the shit the government tells you is freedom. Those are liberties, not freedoms. True freedoms can’t be manipulated or taken away which is why their not taught. When I speak of freedom I mean the natural birth rights we all have, free will and Universal Law. The things that those with the illusion of power don’t want you to know about. There’s reasons those are illegal to teach. There would be no man made illusion of authority if we all knew our God given rights and how their suppressed and hidden from us to keep us in ignorant slavery. Because I believe in true freedom, I don’t judge another. The only rule is to harm none. It’s OK to offend as you can’t choose to do so. Offending someone requires their permission and lack of knowledge of self. It really has nothing to do with you. Everything is a choice, once we judge we no longer believe in freedom, we believe in and support conformity.

When writing, just as when I’m talking to someone, I speak my truth without a filter, I call things as I see them and think for myself. I also speak with kindness and respect others while speaking honestly and truthfully. There’s no reason for you to agree with all I journal about and that’s OK. You shouldn’t. You should research what resonates with you and leave the rest. This is why I call my beliefs “eclectic”, I don’t follow any belief system. I take what works for me and leave the rest. Living what I believe is more important than cramming my beliefs down another human’s throat, which is nothing but an act of cruelty. Labels or a belief system not necessary. They are limiting and will hold you back if you live a life trying to fit them. What a pathetically boring world it would be if we all conformed to the same thing. Humans are not meant to be like each other so your originality, authenticity, thoughts, lifestyle, looks, beliefs, things others call you crazy over, your flaws and your beauty are all welcome here. You won’t be judged or argued with for being you. This is your journey, learn to say “Fuck you”, “Fuck this” and “Fuck that” and follow your guidance. Anyone who is disrespectful to another human in the comments will be deleted. This is not Facebook, we don’t lower ourselves to that energy here, you are so much more.

As I look back through my life experiences, I can’t say exactly when my awakening began. I can look back on my life from now through childhood where I had momentary experiences of my power, abilities, past lives, ancestors and just made things happen that weren’t possible. I didn’t know what it was or that it even had anything to do with me. I was born into a toxic family, was surrounded by toxic people for the better part of my adult life, ended up in toxic relationships and was toxic myself. Although the Universe kept sending me signals, was was asleep and too toxic, addicted to the Matrix, had a head full of man made limiting beliefs and basically was another sheep. I have no idea why I’m not a junkie or alcoholic. I have no idea how I ended up away from it all, all I know is I was supposed to get away. I’ve learned all the lessons I can lean, there is nothing left for me there. I have cut ties, with love, with many people who were part of raising me or were toxic in my life. I don’t hate as we all wake up in our own time. These days, my family is a nice rainbow of of people, personalities, talents, beliefs, lifestyles, etc. who are blood related, larger number of people who are not. I choose my family. It will take a few other posts to explain all the positives that came our of that, which helped the grieving process. Now I see how much these people were willing to hold me back and have me live a sub par life style for their benefit. Today, I have no regrets. When these people come to mind, I send them love and healing energies and go on with my day.

The Universe always sends someone, I’m not always willing to receive. I had to not only let go of toxic people, I had to open up to let better people in. This is hard for anyone who has been through hell so many times the Devil welcomes you back and shakes your hand as you make your way out of there once again. It took time, practice and changing limiting beliefs, all which were man made. Once I began to open up, amazing things happen. I met Rick, my now life partner of almost 7 years. I met new friends and built quality, non-toxic relationships with people who want to see me win, support me and love AND are willing to receive the same from me. How fuckin’ awesomely symbiotic is that? I know many people had that from parents, their family members and friends. I didn’t grow up knowing that existed anywhere in sitcoms, it wasn’t a part of the unenlightened, toxic world I was born into. For me, to have this with other people is such a precious gift that I tear up a little just thinking about it.

Another side effect of removing toxic people from life is my abilities began to evolve. Surprisingly, this didn’t scare me. I always felt my energy but didn’t know what it was. I always felt certain energies but was told to stop being stupid. I also always felt my step dad was pure evil, my intuition has never let me down. After transcending all the past demons, my entire being opened up…mind, body and soul. My communication and connection with the Universe grew stronger, I’m learning at an amazingly fast rate, I feel myself moving between the 3D and 5D. I’m getting messages and guidance from my Angels and Source. I’m beginning to remember my dreams, something that I stopped doing after a series of nightmares in 2013. My magick practice is stronger and stronger, my health is unstoppable. Feardemic? What feardemic? Letting go of pharma drugs and the medical system after Obamacare wanted more than I pay for my house every month for just me, with no coverage for what I needed has served me well. I can’t legally tell you to stop seeing a medical doctor. I can legally tell you to do your research. The law is there for our ignorance, not our protection. For me, I was left with no choice. I was fighting the medically incurable (NOT scientifically incurable, nothing is) and needed to do something. I started researching, spent a few years doing this. I learned as fast as I can because my meds were running out and I had no access to more. I struggled as my meds ran out, my symptoms came back, some much more worse than before I took the meds, and I looked for natural alternatives, God’s medicine. I ended up curing the medically incurable and my health greatly exceeded what my neurologist told me I would never have again. EVERYTHING I did is illegal to teach in medical school and to cure I used no chemicals or pharma drugs. In fact, I removed them from my life completely. Dis ease is nothing more than a message. If we don’t hear that message and take action, it gets louder and louder. All the medical system can do is make you too deaf to hear it, tell you’re incurable and sell you drugs, surgery and a 10 minute doctor visit. Your entire life and those around you are effected by your health and the best a doctor is allowed to give you is 10 minutes? No, thank you. I’ve never seen a natural healer who treated me like a number that is just like everyone else and I can’t be cured. That’s not healthcare, that’s supporting dis ease and profiting from it. The best they offer is chemical concoctions with along list of side effects and surgery. That cures nothing and makes us even sicker. After studying herbalism, Ayurveda Medicine, Energy Healing, Epigenetics, (Dr. Bruce Lipton) Quantum Physics, studying some of the millions of people who cured themselves of the medically incurable, Dr. Joe Dispenza’s work, Gregg Braden’s work, magick and connecting to Gaia, I am able to keep myself healthy in mind, body and spirit. I haven’t seen a doctor for an illness since 2014 and I won’t. If I ended up with a mangled body like what could happen in car accident, I will go to the nearest emergency room. Their pretty good at putting you back together. Disease is where the dogma is. However, I will provide my own medications. I am my own doctor, I like my results much better than what the medical systems offers. They tell me it’s not possible to achieve what I’ve done. I don’t need that negativity in my life 🙂

Through all these life experiences, many beautiful, some down right horrifying, I’m able to realize my power, my strength, my abilities and transcend the hurt into an energy that serves me. I’m feeling such a strong calling, push, motivation, to live closer and closer to Gaia, within her natural rhythms and flow, her food and medicine, live symbiotically with all her sentient beings. I feel myself disconnecting from man made systems and expectations without fear or regret. I’m just doing what I’m guided to do. I’m being invited by the Universe to share and help serve others. Not to awaken them, we all wake up in our own time. It’s what I’m on the planet to do. I’m here to first raise the vibration of this planet, help the awakening, support others as they wake up and those who are awake. I’m here to help build then new, not fight the old. I’m here to practice personal impressibility for myself and to be independent of man made systems. I’m Sovereign within myself, live by only Universal Laws and follow my intuition. I’m guided and protected. We all are when we start living our purpose.


Regrowing Celery and a Few Other Things from the Grocery Store

Living a self-sufficient, independent lifestyle takes many skills and can make you hungry! Growing our own food is a skill that more and more people are acquiring today. Food is one of our most basic needs and one that serves us to be very educated about. Conventional “food” is full of toxins, GMOs and has little nutrients as well as a plethora of negative health issues in addition to screwing up our DNA. When we grow our own foods (and medicine), we know what goes into it. We have control over our state of being and don’t give our support to big food and big pharma. We also lower the need for shipping costs, using less precious resources. Growing your own food is great for your health, budget and the planet as a whole. It’s the way we’re all supposed to be living, it’s the natural way.

Not all of us have the means or the space to grow a big garden and that’s OK. It doesn’t mean you can’t take control of your food in other ways. Many culinary and medicinal plants grow well in pots, others grow from your kitchen scraps. That’s right!! Kitchen scraps. Not all food plants require you to plant a seed or propagate from another plant. Some will continue to grow after being brought home from the grocery store.

Before we move on to the HOW, let me make a quick disclaimer here. It’s best to buy organic. Much or our produce from other countries is exposed to radiation which kills the ability to regrow. This is called irradiation. The FDA treats the food irradiation as a food additive since it changes the molecular structure of the food. Basically, it’s no longer food. You want to make sure your produce is organic. It makes no sense to eat food and medicine sprayed with toxins that cause dis ease and death or has been exposed to radiation. Many conventional foods won’t regrow, same for their seeds. GMOs are downright evil. They won’t grow without a ton of dangerous chemicals. No human or sentient being should eat GMOs…ever. There’s nothing natural about them.

One of my favorite plants to regrow from the grocery store is also one of the easiest. Celery is very generous. When I buy organic celery, I chop the bottom off, about 3 inches or so up. I put it in rain water (any clean, fluoride-free water will do. I’ve also used spring water) I change the water every day. It can get smelly and slimy if it sits too long. In a few days, what will be a future celery stalk will grow in the center. A week or 2 after that, you’ll see roots. I like to let a few strong roots form then I plant it in rich potting soil. Celery is a pretty plant as it’s growing it’s stalks.

Green onions are another one that’s easy to regrow. You simply cut off the bottoms, 2 to 3 inches above the root. Gently plant them in fertile soil. They re reproduce over and over again before they stop producing. I’ve planted them in my garden near plants I want certain pests to stay away from and so far I’ve harvested them all year and have to pull them up at the end of the growing season. Their a great herb to keep on the kitchen window.

Some lettuces will regrow. You’ll need to get them with the bottom still intact. You cut it off as you would celery, put it in clean water and change it every day until roots grow. This can also be done with bok choy and cabbage as well. Many plants will start to grow while in the water. I’ve personally never let a plant stay there so I have no personal experience how much any plant will continue to regrow in water alone.

Root vegetables are fun to regrow and, for a potato lover like me, super delicious. Potatoes can be replanted when the “eyes” start to grow. I cut the potato in pieces and plant it in the ground or container. Carrots won’t grow from planting a carrot however, cutting off the top and planting it in fertile soils will produce some very nutritious and delicious greens that taste great in salads, on sandwiches and in soups. These can be harvested multiple times.

We’re put on the planet with an abundance of all we need. We don’t have a food shortage, it’s not scientifically possible. What will look like a food shortage will be a shortage of knowledge, skills and freedom. Many foods regrow easily and others are simply easy to grow. I strongly feel, with the current events and the threat of a staged food shortage, we all need to sharpen our skills. What helped me begin my journey of regrowing food was the book “No-Waste Kitchen Gardening” by Katie Elzer-Peters. It’s an easy to read and understand book with plenty of pictures to help you understand and assimilate the information. I strongly recommend this book to anyone with the desire to develop skills and stay independent.

I’d love to hear how you regrow food. What other skills do you believe we all need to feed our families when the grid goes down? Share below!

Love of Lotus Apothecary is Now at This & That!

Until now, Love of Lotus Apothecary’s items have only been available online or at the occasional trade show or craft fair. We just added another way to get your hands on our products. We’re grateful for the invite to add our items in this unique, well maintained store full of talent and beauty. You’ll find lots to see here, there’s a little something for everyone. This & That in Genesee Depot, WI is the amazing store I’m talking about!!

I invite you to visit often as new items are added weekly. I will be there every Wednesday morning, at 10am to add new items, replenish the stock of old items and keep our display clean, tidy and easy to shop. Don’t be shy, say hello if you’re in the store. I’m open to suggestions, comments, criticisms and to answer any questions you may have. If you can’t make it Wednesday morning, please feel free to e mail me or keep an eye out for the shows we will have a booth in and come chat with us in person.

We just got set up this week, today you can find our teas, bath salts, incense, culinary spices and candle sets. Tomorrow we’re adding our capsules. Next week we’re adding our wax melts, more herbs – culinary, medicinal and magickal, as well as a few more candle sets. What else will we add? Hmmm…there’s so many choices!!

Besides Love of Lotus Apothecary’s booth, there’s many other booths. You’ll really love this store. The talent, variety of booths full of so many items, how can you not love it? It’s a great feeling to be around such creative energy. Check out their website

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