I’ll Lead My Own Damn Self!

I’m truly enjoying the beautiful transformation going on right now, we are entering The Age of Aquarius and so much truth is coming to light. The planets are aligned and we’re right on track with Hopi and Mayan teachings as well as other indigenous cultures. There is a shift among the people of this planet, one side is all over the main stream news, social media and all censored and suppressed outlets such as Google, YouTube and the main stream social medias. This side is scared shitless, knows their powerless and are doing all their powerless asses can to stop the awakening and keep convincing people to externalize their power to them instead. It’s quite entertaining to see such foolishness. The revolution won’t be televised, just like what’s REALLY going on in the world.

Before I believe anything, I look at the energy it’s coming from such as fear or sincerity, who is saying it, how their saying it and if the person or people saying it have externalized their power or not. Most of all, I follow the money. Who funds what is a HUGE indicator of a resource being useful and truthful or not. When I’m researching health, true freedom and what is really going on in the world and there are comments like “Trump Supporters”, “Biden says”, “According to Fauci”, “Conspiracy theorist”, “fact checkers”, “racist” and the like I know I have a useless resource. It’s written by someone who has externalized their power to a man made system or is being paid to support that system. They chose to play the game and choose a side. That’s just a huge red flag and a bigger turn off than a bad pickup line. It’s biased and the subject has been politicized which means there is no scientific basis. It’s now a bastardized tool of control. If politics did science, the medical system would collapse, big food will become non-existent and big pharma would come crashing down like a ton of bricks…all of these corporations, which exist within the corporation of the United States, need the manipulation, protection, censorship and suppression of truth to survive. It’s all powerless. I find it more beneficial to KNOW my resources and not use Google, YouTube and others who so weakly cover up the truth. It’s all Matrix Bull Shit. I’ll lead my own damn self, thank you!

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Personally, I can’t shrink into what the Matrix requires, I’m here to help raise the vibration and save this beautiful planet, not mindlessly give my power away to those who would have none without it and shrink into man made systems and labels. People who have done this are easy to find, live in fear, see other humans as enemies because their told to and live limited lives while begging a powerless system for freedom. That system doesn’t even grant freedom, freedom is your birth right. It’s to be lived, not begged for. It does not come from man made entities, that’s indoctrination, not truth, not how this Universe works. You either use it or loose it. The powerless ones who are telling us to fear know this which is why it’s not taught. It’s coming out through the awakening and even with all the censorship and suppression as well as people being silenced through various means, it can’t be stopped, it won’t be stopped.

I don’t expose myself to the toxin we call the main stream news and I’m not on Facebook and other social medias that suppress info for the control of humans while their being lead to the slaughter house. I can not shrink my mind, my will, my spirit, my intelligence, my knowledge, my power and abilities, my health and well being, forget about who I am and what I’m on this planet to do and give up my, happiness and connection in exchange for man made labels and political BS. That’s a big price to pay to live freedomless in the Matrix. I’m not a liberal, republican, democrat, Trump supporter, Biden follower, conspiracy theorist, racist, feminist or whatever label of separation for the use of control politics comes up with. I don’t support politics at all, it’s a parasite looking for more hosts, it is not worthy of my time, energy and attention. It’s powerless, weak and evil. I pay attention to what is REALLY going on, that will never be on the news. I’m a spiritual being having a human experience, there isn’t a political label for that because it doesn’t require shrinking, externalizing my power and being led by the mentally ill.

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When I talk to someone who has externalized their power for a political master, the conversation is predictable, fear based and full of the classic tool of separation…man made labels. I’m polite as a person under the control of the Matrix is indoctrinated to reject what doesn’t support their own slavery and their still waiting for permission to live their lives. Their obediently hating as told, fearing as told, destroying their own immune system as told and have their lives on hold and upside down as told. I have not felt one ounce of fear since the beginning of the scamdemic, seeking the truth both physically and within is what keeps me from fearing. The truth will set you free which is why the powerless ones have it censored and suppressed.

I literally roll my eyes at the powerless one’s games and often unwillingly upset their worshipers with my questions. I question to understand or find something to research. I’m not one to ask leading and disingenuous questions. A question opens the mind, a statement closes the mind. Nothing worth a dime needs suppression and censorship, distractions and murders. Blame is a tool of separation and control. Once someone uses blame instead of searching for real evidence and can’t open their mind to other possibilities, I no longer seem them as processing the knowledge and truth I seek. Blame is a tool to destroy another person or group of people and to take the focus off who is really responsible. Blame and responsibility do not exist in the same space. We don’t have to be at fault to take responsibility for something effecting our own lives and fix it. Blame is immature and shows a lack of critical thinking and willingness to take action. It shuts down minds of those who also do blame. . If all a person does is point fingers and attack those their pointing fingers at while trying to get others to participate in blame, I see them as no more intelligent than a third grade school yard bully. I leave them in their world, I will not hurt or disrespect one of Gaia’s creatures, no matter who they are or what they believe.

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When it comes to my health, my well being, I make ALL my own decisions with science (not the dogma taught in America, REAL science that’s illegal to teach and is suppressed). Politics is powerless. The fact that the politics is all in our health and they need dogma because science won’t support political agendas tells me how mentally ill our man made systems are. The sick and those who can’t defend themselves are easy to get dependent on the system and control. Enter the Feardemic. It is not measure of health to be well adjusted to a profoundly sick society. Any society that has to dope themselves and their children up just to survive and fit in is profoundly sick and I will not and can not be made to participate. I’m here to build the new to make the old obsolete and the shit we’ve called health care has come to it’s end. I have not used the medical system or put a man made drug in my body since 2014 and I’m in the best physical, mental and spiritual health ever. This means I won’t get the depopulation shot. It’s exempt from testing, changes DNA and RNA permanently, is killing and destroying health of survivors, contains DNA from other animals, human fetuses, toxic chemicals and a person will never reach a true state of health after having one. It disconnects us from Source and interacts with 5G. The info on Covid Vaccine and 5G has been grossly suppressed. These vaccines are being pushed by 2 puppets…Bill Evil Gates and Fauci who has no business being called a doctor. These two nut jobs has harmed and killed many Africans experimenting on their population and left Africa afterwards leaving the injured and the families who lost loved ones with not legal recourse or medical care. When you have a no liability product, you can harm whoever you want, the government has given you protection. Gates has been talking about depopulation for years, funds the CDC and WHO, has asked the government for more immunity, owns parts of Monsanto and trying to feed us all franken food. He’s trying to block out the sun and makes a TON of money off vaccines. He’s laughed and snickered during interviews when he’s reminded of the damage that has been done. I’m not putting anything in my body that is endorsed and funded by such evil. It’s simply NOT happening. Those fuckers still can’t make me put a immune destroying, oxygen depriving, sign of slavery and conformity on my face. I still don’t own a mask. I don’t social distance. I did not and will not cooperate with quarantine, I have not been sick since 2014 and I will not get tested. Because I understand how the human body works in ways that aren’t taught in medical school and certainly aren’t going to be taught to the public, which allows me to stay healthy, I can’t bring myself to fear a virus. If don’t want to get sick then it’s my responsibility to keep my body in a state of health that can not support illness. Personal responsibility pared with what is illegal to teach in indoctrination centers is power, fear is a sign that knowledge is lacking.

What I did do in response to the controldemic is what I do every flu season. What happen to the flu, anyway? Did the Virus of control beat it up so it can’t kill anyone anymore? We don’t hear as many scary things about the flu since the virus of manipulation was released. Hmmm… Anyway, the first thing I did was raise my immune system naturally. I checked my diet, removed a few unhealthy foods and increased the immune builders through food and herbs. I continued to work out and got myself outside, as barefoot and naked as I could, I still do this. I checked my thoughts and emotional well being, dis ease, even a virus with 98% recovery rate, hardly ever begins in the physical. Our thoughts and beliefs can be more dis ease causing than any virus. The powerless ones know this. If I chose fear and believed the shit on the news and what the puppet Fauci says, I would lower my immune system and have a greater chance of getting sick. Fear destroys health. Knowledge applied destroys fear. I got myself around groups as much as possible. I’m a drummer, I still played and will continue to play at crowded venues and parties. I hugged, shook hands, kissed and didn’t take any precautions while doing so. Social distancing destroys the immune system. There’s nothing social about distancing, that’s an oxymoron created by morons. I went into this sheepledemic knowing I won’t get sick because I took the time to learn the knowledge of how to not get sick, otherwise called suppressed science.

If I did get sick, I still wouldn’t get tested. The inventor of the PCR test, who Fauci has refused to have a public debate with because he knows he’s full of shit, has been silenced from the beginning for trying to tell people the PCR test will not detect the virus because it’s not made for that. The inventor since passed…hmm… now Fauci won’t be bothered by someone with real knowledge. To get a virus to show up the PCR test needs to be manipulated. On inauguration day (Why did the “military” not have any badges, pins or ranks? Their uniforms were bare. Why did they not carry the wreath as done at all inauguration? Why was it shot in a studio? Why was the gun solute not properly done?), a law was passed to no longer manipulate the PCR test so we get the illusion that Biden somehow saved us all from a virus with a 98% recovery rate. Yeah, not taking any of this puppet show seriously. I don’t trust those who need to fake it.

Don’t believe what I said, don’t believe what anyone says. Do your own research, make your own decisions and tell anyone who doesn’t like it to fuck off. You own no one an explanation, you answer to no one. You are your biggest responsibility, your loved ones need you at your best. Share your info and/or resources. Be open to what others have to say but make up your own mind. There are too many clones in this world. Be original, what you truly are is what the world needs right now. The new is being built which is making the old useless. Your originality is needed for that, not conformity to what is falling. Share your info but don’t force it. Those who it’s meant to help will find it. Words don’t teach, the willingness to learn does.

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Published by rainiedae

Hi, I'm Rainie. I'm the owner and founder of Love of Lotus Apothecary, a healer and herbalist with a passion for Gaia and all she has to offer.

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